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A HYMN TO CHRIST

At the Author's last going into Germany.[76]

In what torn ship soever I embark, That ship shall be my emblem of thy ark; What sea soever swallow me, that flood Shall be to me an emblem of thy blood. Though thou with clouds of anger do disguise Thy face, yet through that mask I know those eyes,

Which, though they turn away sometimes--

They never will despise.

I sacrifice this island unto thee, And all whom I love here and who love me: When I have put this flood 'twixt them and me, Put thou thy blood betwixt my sins and thee. As the tree's sap doth seek the root below In winter, in my winter[77] now I go

Where none but thee, the eternal root

Of true love, I may know.

Nor thou, nor thy religion, dost control The amorousness of an harmonious soul; But thou wouldst have that love thyself: as thou Art jealous, Lord, so I am jealous now. Thou lov'st not, till from loving more thou free My soul: who ever gives, takes liberty:

Oh, if thou car'st not whom I love,

Alas, thou lov'st not me!

Seal then this bill of my divorce to all On whom those fainter beams of love did fall; Marry those loves, which in youth scattered be On face, wit, hopes, (false mistresses), to thee. Churches are best for prayer that have least light: To see God only, I go out of sight;

And, to 'scape stormy days, I choose

An everlasting night

To do justice to this poem, the reader must take some trouble to enter into the poet's mood.

It is in a measure distressing that, while I grant with all my heart the claim of his "Muse's white sincerity," the taste in--I do not say of--some of his best poems should be such that I will not present them.

Out of twenty-three Holy Sonnets, every one of which, I should almost say, possesses something remarkable, I choose three. Rhymed after the true Petrarchian fashion, their rhythm is often as bad as it can be to be called rhythm at all. Yet these are very fine.

Thou hast made me, and shall thy work decay?

Repair me now, for now mine end doth haste; I run to death, and death meets me as fast,

And all my pleasures are like yesterday.

I
dare not move my dim eyes any way, Despair behind, and death before doth cast Such terror; and my feeble flesh doth waste

By sin in it, which it towards hell doth weigh. Only them art above, and when towards thee

By thy leave I can look, I rise again;

But our old subtle foe so tempteth me,

That not one hour myself I can sustain:

Thy grace may wing me to prevent his art, And thou like adamant draw mine iron heart.

If faithful souls be alike glorified

As angels, then my father's soul doth see, And adds this even to full felicity,

That valiantly I hell's wide mouth o'erstride: But if our minds to these souls be descried

By circumstances and by signs that be Apparent in us--not immediately[78]--

How shall my mind's white truth by them be tried?

They see idolatrous lovers weep and mourn,

And, style blasphemous, conjurors to call On Jesu's name, and pharisaical

Dissemblers feign devotiön. Then turn,

O pensive soul, to God; for he knows best Thy grief, for he put it into my breast.

Death, be not proud, though some have calléd thee

Mighty and dreadful, for thou art not so; For those whom thou think'st thou dost overthrow,

Die not, poor Death; nor yet canst thou kill me. From rest and sleep, which but thy picture be,

Much pleasure, then from thee much more must flow; And soonest[79] our best men with thee do go,

Rest of their bones, and soul's delivery!

Thou'rt slave to fate, chance, kings, and desperate men,

And dost with poison, war, and sickness dwell; And poppy or charms can make us sleep as well,

And better than thy stroke. Why swell'st[80] thou then?

One short sleep past, we wake eternally, And death shall be no more: Death, thou shalt die.

In a poem called The Cross, full of fantastic conceits, we find the following remarkable lines, embodying the profoundest truth.

As perchance carvers do not faces make, But that away, which hid them there, do take: Let crosses so take what hid Christ in thee, And be his image, or not his, but he.

One more, and we shall take our leave of Dr. Donne. It is called a fragment; but it seems to me complete. It will serve as a specimen of his best and at the same time of his most characteristic mode of presenting fine thoughts grotesquely attired.



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