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MY HEART.


I heard, in darkness, on my bed,

  The beating of my heart To servant feet and regnant head

  A common life impart, By the liquid cords, in every thread

  Unbroken as they start.

Night, with its power to silence day,

  Filled up my lonely room; All motion quenching, save what lay

  Beyond its passing doom, Where in his shed the workman gay

  Went on despite the gloom.

I listened, and I knew the sound,

  And the trade that he was plying; For backwards, forwards, bound and bound,

  'Twas a shuttle, flying, flying; Weaving ever life's garment round,

  Till the weft go out with sighing.

I said, O mystic thing, thou goest

  On working in the dark; In space's shoreless sea thou rowest,

  Concealed within thy bark; All wondrous things thou, wonder, showest,

  Yet dost not any mark.

For all the world is woven by thee,

  Besides this fleshly dress; With earth and sky thou clothest me,

  Form, distance, loftiness; A globe of glory spouting free

  Around the visionless.

For when thy busy efforts fail,

  And thy shuttle moveless lies, They will fall from me, like a veil

  From before a lady's eyes; As a night-perused, just-finished tale

  In the new daylight dies.

But not alone dost thou unroll

  The mountains, fields, and seas, A mighty, wonder-painted scroll,

  Like the Patmos mysteries; Thou mediator 'twixt my soul

  And higher things than these.

In holy ephod clothing me

  Thou makest me a seer; In all the lovely things I see,

  The inner truths appear; And the deaf spirit without thee

  No spirit-word could hear.

Yet though so high thy mission is,

  And thought to spirit brings, Thy web is but the chrysalis,

  Where lie the future wings, Now growing into perfectness

  By thy inwoven things.

Then thou, God's pulse, wilt cease to beat;

  But His heart will still beat on, Weaving another garment meet,

  If needful for his son; And sights more glorious, to complete

  The web thou hast begun.





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