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UNCLE EDMUND'S APPENDIX.
When my uncle Edward had told his story, corresponding, though more
conversational in form, with that I have now transcribed, my uncle Edmund
took up his part of the tale from the moment when he came to himself
after their fearful rush down the river. It was to this effect:
He lay on the very verge of the hideous void. How it was that he got thus
far and no farther, he never could think. He was out of the central
channel, and the water that ran all about him and poured immediately over
the edge of the precipice, could not have sufficed to roll him there.
Finding himself on his back, and trying to turn on his side in order to
rise, his elbow found no support, and lifting his head a little, he
looked down into a moon-pervaded abyss, where thin silvery vapours were
stealing about. One turn, and he would have been on his way, plumb-down,
to the valley below--say, rather, on his way off the face of the world
into the vast that bosoms the stars and the systems and the cloudy
worlds. His very soul quivered with terror. The pang of it was so keen
that it saved him from the swoon in which he might yet have dropped from
the edge of the world. Not daring to rise, and unable to roll himself up
the slight slope, he shifted himself sideways along the ground, inch by
inch, for a few yards, then rose, and ran staggering away, as from a
monster that might wake and pursue and overtake him. He doubted if he
would ever have recovered the sudden shock of his awful position, of his
one glance into the ghastly depth, but for the worse horror of the
all-but-conviction that his brother had gone down to Hades through that
terrible descent. If only he too had gone, he cried in his misery, they
would now be together, with no wicked woman between their hearts! For his
love too was changed into loathing. He too was at once, and entirely, and
for ever freed from her fascination. The very thought of her was hateful
to him.
With straight course, but wavering walk, he made his way through the
moonlight to demand his brother. He too picked up the handkerchief, and
dropped it with disgust.
What followed in the lady's chamber, I have already given in his own
words.
When he fled from the chalet, it was with self-slaughter in his heart.
But he endured in the comfort of the thought that the door of death was
always open, that he might enter when he would. He sought the foot of the
fall the same night; then, as one possessed of demons to the tombs, fled
to the solitary places of the dark mountains.
He went through many a sore stress. Ignorant of the death of his father
and his elder brother, the dread misery of encountering them with his
brother's blood on his soul, barred his way home. He could not bear the
thought of reading in their eyes his own horror of himself. His money was
soon spent, and for months he had to endure severe hardships--of simple,
wholesome human sort. He thought afterward that, if he had had no trouble
of that kind, his brain would have yielded. He would have surrendered
himself but for the uselessness of it, and the misery and public stare it
would bring upon his family.
Knowing German well, and contriving at length to reach Berlin, he found
employment there of various kinds, and for a good many years managed to
live as well as he had any heart for, and spare a little for some worse
off than himself. Having no regard to his health, however, he had at
length a terrible attack of brain-fever, and but partially recovering his
faculties after it, was placed in an asylum. There he dreamed every night
of his home, came awake with the joy of the dream, and could sleep no
more for longing--not to go home--that he dared not think of--but to look
upon the place, if only once again. The longing grew till it became
intolerable. By his talk in his sleep, the good people about him learning
his condition, gave and gathered money to send him home. On his way, he
came to himself quite, but when he reached England, he found he dared not
go near the place of his birth. He remained therefore in London, where he
made the barest livelihood by copying legal documents. In this way he
spent a few miserable years, and then suddenly set out to walk to the
house of his fathers. He had but five shillings in his possession when
the impulse came upon him.
He reached the moor, and had fallen exhausted, when a solitary gypsy,
rare phenomenon, I presume, with a divine spot awake in his heart, found
him, gave him some gin, and took him to a hut he had in the wildest part
of the heath. He lay helpless for a week, and then began to recover. When
he was sufficiently restored, he helped his host to weave the baskets
which, as soon as he had enough to make a load, he took about the country
in a cart. He soon became so clever at the work as quite to earn his food
and shelter, making more baskets while the gypsy was away selling the
others. At home, the old horse managed to live, or rather not to die, on
the moor, and, all things considered, had not a very hard life of it. On
his back, uncle Edmund, ill able to walk so far--for he was anything but
strong now, would sometimes go wandering in the twilight, or when the
moon shone, to some spot whence he could see his old home. Occasionally
he would even go round and round the house while we slept, like a ghost
dreaming of ancient days.
"But," I said, interrupting his narrative, "the horseman I saw that night
in the storm could not have been you, uncle; for the horse was a grand
creature, rearing like the horse with Peter the Great on his back, in the
corner of the map of Russia!"
"Were you out that terrible night?" he returned. "The lightning was
enough to frighten even an older horse than the gypsy's.--I wonder how my
friend is getting on! He must think me very ungrateful! But I daresay he
imagines me lying fathom-deep in the bog.--You will do something for him,
won't you, Ed?"
"You shall do for him yourself what you please, Ed," answered my own
uncle, "and I will help you."
"But, uncle Edmund," I said, "if it was you we saw, the place you were in
was a very boggy one always, and nearly a lake then!"
"I thought I should never get out!" he replied. "But for the poor horse
and his owner, I should not have minded."
"How did you get out of it, uncle?" I persisted. "Lady Cairnedge
smothered a splendid black horse not far from there. Through the darkness
I heard him going down. It makes me shudder every time I think of it."
"I cannot tell you, child. I suppose my gray was such a skeleton that the
bog couldn't hold him. I left it all to him, and he got himself and me
too out of it somehow. It was too dark, as you know, to see anything
between the flashes. I remember we were pretty deep sometimes."
He went back to London after that, and had come and gone once or twice,
he said. When he came he always lodged with his gypsy friend. He had
learned that his father was dead, but took the Mr. Whichcote he heard
mentioned, for his elder brother, David, my father.
I asked him how it was he appeared to such purpose, and in the very nick
of time, that afternoon when lady Cairnedge had come with her servants to
carry John away; for of course I knew now that our champion must have
been uncle Edmund. He answered he had that very morning made up his mind
to present himself at the house, and had walked there for the purpose,
resolved to tell his brother all. He got in by the end of the garden, as
John was in the way of doing, and had reached the little grove of firs by
the house, when he saw a carriage at the door, and drew back. Hearing
then the noises of attack and defence, he came to the window and looked
in, heard lady Cairnedge's shriek, saw her on the floor, and the men
attempting to force an entrance at the other side of the window. Hardly
knowing what he did, he rushed at them and beat them off. Then suddenly
turning faint, for his heart was troublesome, he retired into the grove,
and lay there helpless for a time. He recovered only to hear the carriage
drive away, leaving quiet behind it.
To see that woman in the house of his fathers, was a terrible shock to
him. Could it be that David had married her? He stole from his covert,
and crawled across the moor to the gypsy's hut. There he was consoled by
learning that the mistress of the house was a young girl, whom he rightly
concluded to be the daughter of his brother David.
In making a second visit with the same intent, he had another attack of
the heart, and now knew that he would have died in the snow had not John
found him.
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