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AN AFTERNOON SLEEP.
Presently, without having thought whither he meant to go, he found
himself out of sight of the house--in a favourite haunt, but one in
which he always had a peculiar feeling of strangeness and even
expatriation. He had descended the stream that rushed past the end
of the house, till it joined the valley river, and followed the
latter up, to where it took a sudden sharp turn, and a little
farther. Then he crossed it, and was in a lonely nook of the glen,
with steep braes about him on all sides, some of them covered with
grass, others rugged and unproductive. He threw himself down in the
clover, a short distance from the stream, and straightway felt as
if he were miles from home. No shadow of life was to be seen.
Cottage-chimney nor any smoke was visible--no human being, no work
of human hands, no sign of cultivation except the grass and clover.
Now whether it was that in childhood he had learned that here he
was beyond his father's land, or that some early sense of
loneliness in the place had been developed by a brooding fancy into
a fixed feeling, I cannot well say; but certainly, as often as he
came--and he liked to visit the spot, and would sometimes spend
hours in it--he felt like a hermit of the wilderness cut off from
human society, and was haunted with a vague sense of neighbouring
hostility. Probably it came of an historical fancy that the nook
ought to be theirs, combined with the sense that it was not. But
there had been no injury done ab extra: the family had suffered
from the inherent moral lack of certain of its individuals.
This sense of away-from-homeness, however, was not strong enough to
keep Cosmo from falling into such a dreamful reverie as by degrees
naturally terminated in slumber. Seldom is sleep far from one who
lies on his back in the grass, with the sound of waters in his
ears. And indeed a sleep in the open air was almost an essential
ingredient of a holiday such as Cosmo had been accustomed to make
of his birthday: constantly active as his mind was, perhaps in part
because of that activity, he was ready to fall asleep any moment
when warm and supine.
When he woke from what seemed a dreamless sleep, his half roused
senses were the same moment called upon to render him account of
something very extraordinary which they could not themselves
immediately lay hold of. Though the sun was yet some distance above
the horizon, it was to him behind one of the hills, as he lay with
his head low in the grass; and what could the strange thing be
which he saw on the crest of the height before him, on the other
side of the water? Was it a fire in a grate, thinned away by the
sunlight? How could there be a grate where there was neither house
nor wall? Even in heraldry the combination he beheld would have
been a strange one. There stood in fact a frightful-looking
creature half consumed in light--yet a pale light, seemingly not
strong enough to burn. It could not be a phoenix, for he saw no
wings, and thought he saw four legs. Suddenly he burst out
laughing, and laughed that the hills echoed. His sleep-blinded eyes
had at length found their focus and clarity.
"I see!" he said, "I see what it is! It's Jeames Grade's coo 'at's
been loupin' ower the mune, an's stucken upo' 't!"
In very truth there was the moon between the legs of the cow! She
did not remain there long however, but was soon on the cow's back,
as she crept up and up in the face of the sun. He bethought him of
a couplet that Grizzie had taught him when he was a child:
Whan the coo loups ower the mune, The reid gowd rains intil men's
shune.
And in after-life he thought not unfrequently of this odd vision he
had had. Often, when, having imagined he had solved some difficulty
of faith or action, presently the same would return in a new shape,
as if it had but taken the time necessary to change its garment, he
would say to himself with a sigh, "The coo's no ower the mune yet!"
and set himself afresh to the task of shaping a handle on the
infinite small enough for a finite to lay hold of. Grizzie, who was
out looking for him, heard the roar of his laughter, and, guided by
the sound, spied him where he lay. He heard her footsteps, but
never stirred till he saw her looking down upon him like a
benevolent gnome that had found a friendless mortal asleep on
ground of danger.
"Eh, Cosmo, laddie, ye'll get yer deid o' caul'!" she cried. "An'
preserve's a'! what set ye lauchin' in sic a fearsome fashion as
yon? Ye're surely no fey!"
"Na, I'm no fey, Grizzle! Ye wad hae lauchen yersel' to see Jeames
Gracie's coo wi' the mune atween the hin' an' the fore legs o' her.
It was terrible funny."
"Hoots! I see naething to lauch at i' that. The puir coo cudna help
whaur the mune wad gang. The haivenly boadies is no to be
restricket."
Again Cosmo burst into a great laugh, and this time Grizzie,
seriously alarmed lest he should be in reality fey, grew angry, and
seizing hold of him by the arm, pulled lustily.
"Get up, I tell ye!" she cried. "Here's the laird speirin' what's
come o' ye,'at ye come na hame to yer tay."
But Cosmo instead of rising only laughed the more, and went on
until at length Grizzie made use of a terrible threat.
"As sure's sowens!" she said, "gien ye dinna haud yer tongue wi'
that menseless-like lauchin', I'll no tell ye anither auld-warld
tale afore Marti'mas."
"Will ye tell me ane the nicht gien I haud my tongue an' gang hame
wi' ye?"
"Ay, that wull I--that's gien I can min' upo' ane."
He rose at once, and laughed no more. They walked home together in
the utmost peace.
After tea, his father went out with him for a stroll, and to call
on Jeames Gracie, the owner of the cow whose inconstellation had so
much amused him. He was an old man, with an elderly wife, and a
granddaughter--a weaver to trade, whose father and grandfather
before him had for many a decade done the weaving work, both in
linen and wool, required by "them at the castle." He had been on
the land, in the person of his ancestors, from time almost
immemorial, though he had only a small cottage, and a little bit of
land, barely enough to feed the translunar cow. But poor little
place as Jeames's was, if the laird would have sold it the price
would have gone a good way towards clearing the rest of his
property of its encumbrances. For the situation of the little spot
was such as to make it specially desirable in the eyes of the next
proprietor, on the border of whose land it lay. He was a lord of
session, and had taken his title from the place, which he inherited
from his father; who, although a laird, had been so little of a
gentleman, that the lordship had not been enough to make one of his
son. He was yet another of those trim, orderly men, who will
sacrifice anything--not to beauty--of that they have in general no
sense--but to tidiness: tidiness in law, in divinity, in morals, in
estate, in garden, in house, in person--tidiness is in their eyes
the first thing--seemingly because it is the highest creative
energy of which they are capable. Naturally the dwelling of James
Gracie was an eyesore to this man, being visible from not a few of
his windows, and from almost anywhere on the private road to his
house; for decidedly it was not tidy. Neither in truth was it
dirty, while to any life--loving nature it was as pleasant to know,
as it was picturesque to look at. But the very appearance of
poverty seems to act as a reproach on some of the rich--at least
why else are they so anxious to get it out of their sight?--and
Lord Lickmyloof--that was not his real title, but he was better
known by it than by the name of his land: it came of a nasty habit
he had, which I need not at present indicate farther--Lord
Lickmyloof could not bear the sight of the cottage which no painter
would have consented to omit from the landscape. It haunted him
like an evil thing.
[Illustration with caption: COSMO ON HIS WAY TO SCHOOL.]
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