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THE KITCHEN.
He entered the wide kitchen, paved with large slabs of slate. One
brilliant gray-blue spot of sunlight lay on the floor. It came
through a small window to the east, and made the peat-fire glow red
by the contrast. Over the fire, from a great chain, hung a
three-legged pot, in which something was slowly cooking. Between
the fire and the sun-spot lay a cat, content with fate and the
world. At the corner of the fire sat an old lady, in a chair
high-backed, thick-padded, and covered with striped stuff. She had
her back to the window that looked into the court, and was knitting
without regarding her needles. This was Cosmo's grandmother. The
daughter of a small laird in the next parish, she had started in
life with an overweening sense of her own importance through that
of her family, nor had she lived long enough to get rid of it. I
fancy she had clung to it the more that from the time of her
marriage nothing had seemed to go well with the family into which
she had married. She and her husband had struggled and striven, but
to no seeming purpose; poverty had drawn its meshes closer and
closer around them. They had but one son, the present laird, and he
had succeeded to an estate yet smaller and more heavily encumbered.
To all appearance he must leave it to Cosmo, if indeed he left it,
in no better condition. From the growing fear of its final loss, he
loved the place more than any of his ancestors had loved it, and
his attachment to it had descended yet stronger to his son.
But although Cosmo the elder wrestled and fought against
encroaching poverty, and with little success, he had never forgot
small rights in anxiety to be rid of large claims. What man could
he did to keep his poverty from bearing hard on his dependents, and
never master or landlord was more beloved. Such being his character
and the condition of his affairs, it is not very surprising that he
should have passed middle age before thinking seriously of
marriage. Nor did he then fall in love, in the ordinary sense of
the phrase; he reflected with himself that it would be cowardice so
far to fear poverty as to run the boat of the Warlocks aground, and
leave the scrag end of a property and a history without a man to
take them up, and possibly bear them on to redemption; for who
could tell what life might be in the stock yet! Anyhow, it would be
better to leave an heir to take the remnant in charge, and at least
carry the name a generation farther, even should it be into yet
deeper poverty than hitherto. A Warlock could face his fate.
Thereupon, with a sense of the fitness of things not always
manifested on such occasions, he had paid his addresses to a woman
of five and thirty, the daughter of the last clergyman of the
parish, and had by her been accepted with little hesitation. She
was a capable and brave woman, and, fully informed of the state of
his affairs, married him in the hope of doing something to help him
out of his difficulties. A few pounds she had saved up, and a
trifle her mother had left her, she placed unreservedly at his
disposal, and he in his abounding honesty spent it on his
creditors, bettering things for a time, and, which was of much more
consequence, greatly relieving his mind, and giving the life in him
a fresh start. His marriage was of infinitely more salvation to the
laird than if it had set him free from all his worldly
embarrassments, for it set him growing again--and that is the only
final path out of oppression.
Whatever were the feelings with which he took his wife home, they
were at least those of a gentleman; and it were a good thing
indeed, if, at the end of five years, the love of most pairs who
marry for love were equal to that of Cosmo Warlock to his
middle-aged wife; and now that she was gone, his reverence for her
memory was something surpassing. From the day almost of his
marriage the miseries of life lost half their bitterness, nor had
it returned at her death. Instinctively he felt that outsiders,
those even who respected him as an honest man, believed that,
somehow or other, they could only conjecture how, he must be to
blame for the circumstances he was in--either this, or providence
did not take care of the just man. Such was virtually the unuttered
conclusion of many, who nevertheless imagined they understood the
Book of Job, and who would have counted Warlock's rare honesty,
pride or fastidiousness or unjustifiable free-handedness. Hence
they came to think and speak of him as a poor creature, and soon
the man, through the keen sensitiveness of his nature, became aware
of the fact. But to his sense of the misprision of neighbours and
friends, came the faith and indignant confidence of his wife like
the closing and binding up and mollifying of a wound with ointment.
The man was of a far finer nature than any of those who thus judged
him, of whom some would doubtless have got out of their
difficulties sooner than he--only he was more honorable in debt
than they were out of it. A woman of strong sense, with an
undeveloped stratum of poetry in the heart of it, his wife was able
to appreciate the finer elements of his nature; and she let him see
very plainly that she did. This was strength and a lifting up of
the head to the husband, who in his youth had been oppressed by the
positiveness, and in his manhood by the opposition, of his mother,
whom the neighbours regarded as a woman of strength and faculty.
And now, although, all his life since, he had had to fight the wolf
as constantly as ever, things, even after his wife's death,
continued very different from what they had been before he married
her; his existence looked a far more acceptable thing seen through
the regard of his wife than through that of his neighbours. They
had been five years married before she brought him an heir to his
poverty, and she lived five years more to train him--then, after a
short illness, departed, and left the now aging man virtually alone
with his little child, coruscating spark of fresh vitality amidst
the ancient surroundings. This was the Cosmo who now, somewhat sore
at heart from the result of his cogitations, entered the kitchen in
search of his kind.
Another woman was sitting on a three-legged stool, just inside the
door, paring potatoes--throwing each, as she cut off what the old
lady, watching, judged a paring far too thick, into a bowl of
water. She looked nearly as old as her mistress, though she was
really ten years younger. She had come with the late mistress from
her father's house, and had always taken, and still took her part
against the opposing faction--namely the grandmother.
A second seat--not over easy, but comfortable enough, being simply
a wide arm-chair of elm, with a cushion covered in horse-hair,
stood at the opposite corner of the fire. This was the laird's
seat, at the moment, as generally all the morning till dinner-time,
empty: Cosmo, not once looking up, walked straight to it,
diagonally across the floor, and seated himself like one verily
lost in thought. Now and then, as she peeled, Grizzie would cast a
keen glance at him out of her bright blue eyes, round whose fire
the wrinkles had gathered like ashes: those eyes were sweet and
pleasant, and the expression of her face was one of lovely
devotion; but otherwise she was far from beautiful. She gave a grim
smile to herself every time she glanced up at him from her
potatoes, as much as to say she knew well enough what he was
thinking, though no one else did. "He'll be a man yet!" she said to
herself.
The old lady also now and then looked over her Stocking at the boy,
where he sat with his back to the white deal dresser, ornate with
homeliest dishes.
"It'll be lang or ye fill that chair, Cossie, my man!" she said at
length,--but not with the smile of play, rather with the look of
admonition, as if it was the boy's first duty to grow in breadth in
order to fill the chair, and restore the symmetry of the world.
Cosmo glanced up, but did not speak, and presently was lost again
in the thoughts from which his grandmother had roused him as one is
roused by a jolt on the road.
"What are you dreaming about, Cossie?" she said again, in a tone
wavering but imperative.
Her speech was that of a gentlewoman of the old time, when the
highest born in Scotland spoke Scotch.
Not yet did Cosmo reply. Reverie does not agree well with manners,
but it would besides have been hard for him to answer the old
lady's question--not that he did not know something at least of
what was going on in his mind, but that, he knew instinctively, it
would have sounded in her ears no hair better than the jabber of
Jule Sandy.
"Mph!" she said, offended at his silence; "Ye'll hae to learn
manners afore ye're laird o' Glenwarlock, young Cosmo!"
A shadow of indignation passed over Grizzie's rippled, rather than
wrinkled face, but she said nothing. There was a time to speak and
a time to be silent; nor was Grizzie indebted to Solomon, but to
her own experience and practice, for the wisdom of the saw. Only
the pared potatoes splashed louder in the water as they fell. And
the old lady knew as well what that meant, as if the splashes had
been articulate sounds from the mouth of the old partisan.
The boy rose, and coming forward, rather like one walking in his
sleep, stood up before his grandmother, and said,
"What was ye sayin', gran'mamma?"
"I was sayin' what ye wadna hearken till, an that's enouch," she
answered, willing to show offence.
"Say 't again, gran'mamma, if you please. I wasna noticin'."
"Na! Is' warran' ye frae noticin'! There ye winna gang, whaur yer
ain fule fancy does na lead the w'y. Cosmo, by gie ower muckle
tether to wull thoucht, an' someday ye'll be laid i' the dub,
followin' what has naither sense intil't, nor this warl's gude.
--What was ye thinkin' aboot the noo?--Tell me that, an' Is' lat ye
gang."
"I was thinkin' aboot the burnie, gran'mamma."
"It wad be tellin' ye to lat the burnie rin, an' stick to yer buik,
laddie!"
"The burnie wull rin, gran'mamma, and the buik 'ill bide," said
Cosmo, perhaps not very clearly understanding himself.
"Ye're gettin' on to be a man, noo," said his grandmother, heedless
of the word of his defence, "an' ye maun learn to put awa' bairnly
things. There's a heap depen'in' upo' ye, Cosmo. Ye'll be the fift
o' the name i' the family, an' I'm feart ye may be the last. It's
but sma' honour, laddie, to ony man to be the last; an' gien ye
dinna gaither the wit ye hae, and du the best ye can, ye winna lang
be laird o' Glenwarlock. Gien it wasna for Grizzie there, wha has
no richt to owerhear the affairs o' the family, I micht think the
time had come for enlichtenin' ye upo' things it's no shuitable ye
should gang ignorant o'. But we'll put it aff till a mair
convenient sizzon, atween oor ain twa lanes."
"An' a mair convanient spokesman, I houp, my leddy," said Grizzie,
deeply offended.
"An' wha sud that be?" rejoined her mistress.
"Ow, wha but the laird himsel'?" answered Grizzie, "Wha's to come
atween father an' son wi' licht upo' family-affairs? No even the
mistress hersel' wad hae prezhunt upo' that?"
"Keep your own place, Grizzie," said the old lady with dignity.
And Grizzie, who, had gone farther in the cause of propriety, than
propriety itself could justify, held her peace. Only the potatoes
splashed yet louder in the bowl. Her mistress sat grimly silent,
for though she had had the last word and had been obeyed, she was
rebuked in herself. Cosmo, judging the specialty of the interview
over, turned and went back to his father's chair; but just as he
was seating himself in it, his father appeared in the doorway.
The form was that of a tall, thin man, a little bent at the knees
and bowed in the back, who yet carried himself with no small
dignity, cloaked in an air of general apology--as if he would have
said, "I am sorry my way is not yours, for I see very well how
wrong you must think it." He wore large strong shoes--I think a
description should begin with the feet rather than the head--fit
for boggy land; blue, ribbed, woollen stockings; knee-breeches of
some home-made stuff: all the coarser cloth they wore, and they
wore little else, was shorn from their own sheep, and spun, woven,
and made at home; an old blue dress coat with bright buttons; a
drab waistcoat which had once been yellow; and to crown all, a red
woollen nightcap, hanging down on one side with a tassel.
"Weel, Grizzie!" he said, in a gentle, rather sad voice, as if the
days of his mourning were not yet ended, "I'm ower sune the day!"
He never passed Grizzie without greeting her, and Grizzie's
devotion to him was like that of slave and sister mingled.
"Na, laird," she answered, "ye can never be ower sune for yer ain
fowk, though ye may be for yer ain stamack. The taties winna be
lang bilin' the day. They're some sma'."
"That's because you pare them so much, Grizzie," said the
grandmother.
Grizzie vouchsafed no reply.
The moment young Cosmo saw whose shadow darkened the doorway, he
rose in haste, and standing with his hand upon the arm of the
chair, waited for his father to seat himself in it. The laird
acknowledged his attention with a smile, sat down, and looked like
the last sitter grown suddenly old. He put out his hand to the boy
across the low arm of the chair, and the boy laid his hand in his
father's, and so they remained, neither saying a word. The laird
leaned back, and sat resting. All were silent.
Notwithstanding the oddity of his dress, no one who had any
knowledge of humanity could have failed to see in Cosmo Warlock,
the elder, a high bred gentleman. His face was small, and the skin
of it was puckered into wrinkles innumerable; his mouth was sweet,
but he had lost his teeth, and the lips had fallen in; his chin,
however, was large and strong; while his blue eyes looked out from
under his narrow high forehead with a softly piercing glance of
great gentleness and benignity. A little gray hair clustered about
his temples and the back of his head--the red nightcap hid the
rest. There was three days' growth of gray beard on his chin, for
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