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THE LABOURER.
Such power had been accumulated and brought to bear against
Glenwarlock, that at length he was reduced almost to the last
extremity. He had had to part with his horses before even his crops
were all sown, and had therefore dismissed his men, and tried to
sell what there was as it stood, and get some neighbouring farmer
to undertake the rest of the land for the one harvest left him; but
those who might otherwise have bought and cultivated were afraid of
offending Lord Lick-my-loof, whose hand was pretty generally seen
in the turn of affairs, and also of involving themselves in an
unsecure agreement. So things had come to a bad pass with the laird
and his household. A small crop of oats and one of potatoes were
coming on, for which the laird did what little he could, assisted
by Grizzle and Aggie at such times when they could leave their
respective charges, but in the meantime the stock of meal was
getting low, and the laird did not see where more was to come from.
He and Grizzie had only porridge, with a little salt butter, for
two, and not unfrequently the third also of their daily meals.
Grizzie for awhile managed to keep alive a few fowls that picked
about everywhere, finally making of them broth for her invalid, and
persuading the laird to eat the little that was not boiled away,
till at length there was neither cackle nor crow about the place,
so that to Cosmo it seemed dying out into absolute silence--after
which would come the decay and the crumbling, until the castle
stood like the great hollow mammoth-tooth he had looked down upon
in his dream.
At once he proceeded to do what little could yet be done for the
on-coming crops, resolving to hire himself out for the harvest to
some place later than Glenwarlock, so that he might be able to mow
the oats before leaving, when his father and Grizzie with the help
of Aggie would secure them.
Nothing could now prevent the closing of the net of the last
mortgage about them; and the uttermost Cosmo could hope for
thereafter was simply to keep his father and Grizzie alive to the
end of their natural days. Shelter was secure, for the castle was
free. The winter was drawing on, but there would be the oats and
the potatoes, with what kail the garden would yield them, and they
had, he thought, plenty of peats. Yet not unfrequently, as he
wandered aimless through the dreary silence, he would be
speculating how long, by a judiciously ordered consumption of the
place, he could keep his father warm. The stables and cow-houses
would afford a large quantity of fuel; the barn too had a great
deal of heavy wood-work about it; and there was the third tower or
block of the castle, for many years used for nothing but stowage,
whose whole thick floors he would thankfully honour, burning them
to ashes in such a cause. In the spring there would be no land left
them, but so long as he could save the house and garden, and find
means of keeping his two alive in them, he would not grieve over
that.
Agnes was a little shy of Cosmo--he had been away so long! but at
intervals her shyness would yield and she would talk to him with
much the same freedom as of old when they went to school together.
In his rambles Cosmo would not pass her grandfather's cottage
without going in to inquire after him and his wife, and having a
little chat with Aggie. Her true-hearted ways made her, next to his
father and Mr. Simon, the best comforter he had.
She was now a strong, well-grown, sunburnt woman, with rough hands
and tender eyes. Occasionally she would yet give a sharp merry
answer, but life and its needs and struggles had made her grave,
and in general she would, like a soft cloud, brood a little before
she gave a reply. She had by nature such a well balanced mind, and
had set herself so strenuously to do the right thing, that her
cross seemed already her natural choice, as indeed it always is--of
the deeper nature. In her Cosmo always found what strengthened him
for the life he had now to lead, though, so long as at any hour he
could have his father's company, and saw the old man plainly
reviving in his presence, he could not for a moment call or think
it hard, save in so far as he could not make his father's as easy
as he would.
When the laird heard that his son, the heir of Glenwarlock, had
hired himself for the harvest on a neighbouring farm, he was dumb
for a season. It was heavy both on the love and the pride of the
father, which in this case were one, to think of his son as a hired
servant--and that of a rough, swearing man, who had made money as a
butcher. The farm too was at such distance that he could not well
come home to sleep! But the season of this dumbness, measured by
the clock, at least, was but of a few minutes duration; for
presently the laird was on his knees thanking God that he had given
him a son who would be an honour to any family out of heaven: in
there, he knew, every one was an honour to every other!
Before the harvest on the farm of Stanewhuns arrived, Cosmo, to his
desire, had cut their own corn, with Grizzie to gather, Aggie to
bind, and his father to stook, and so got himself into some measure
of training. He found it harder, it is true, at Stanewhuns, where
he must keep up with more experienced scythe-men, but, just equal
to it at first, in two days he was little more than equal, and able
to set his father's heart at ease concerning his toil.
With all his troubles, it had been a blessed time so long as he
spent most of the day and every evening in his father's company.
Not unfrequently would Mr. Simon make one, seated with them in the
old drawing-room or on some hillside, taking wisest share in every
subject of talk that came up. In the little council Cosmo
represented the rising generation with its new thought, its new
consciousness of need, and its new difficulties; and was delighted
to find how readily his notions were received, how far from strange
they were to his old-fashioned friends, especially his preceptor,
and how greatly true wisdom suffices for the hearing and
understanding of new cries after the truth. For what all men need
is the same--only the look of it changes as its nature expands
before the growing soul or the growing generation, whose hunger and
thirst at the same time grow with it. And, coming from the higher
to the lower, it must be ever in the shape of difficulty that the
most precious revelations first appear. Even Mary, to whom first
the highest revelation came, and came closer than to any other, had
to sit and ponder over the great matter, yea and have the sword
pass through her soul, ere the thoughts of her heart could be
revealed to her. But Cosmo of the new time, found himself at home
with the men of the next older time, because both he and they were
true; for in the truth there is neither old nor new; the well
instructed scribe of the kingdom is familiar with the new as well
as old shapes of it, and can bring either kind from his treasury.
There was not a question Cosmo could start, but Mr. Simon had
something at hand to the point, and plenty more within
digging-scope of his thought-spade.
But now that he had to work all day, and at night see no one with
whom to take sweet counsel, Cosmo did feel lonely--yet was it an
unfailing comfort to remember that his father was within his reach,
and he would see him the next Sunday. And the one thing he had
dreaded was spared him--namely, having to share a room with several
other men, who might prove worse than undesirable company. For the
ex-butcher, the man who was a byword in the country-side for his
rough speech, in this showed himself capable of becoming a
gentleman, that he had sympathy with a gentleman: he would neither
allow Cosmo to eat with the labourers--to which Cosmo himself had
no objection, nor would hear of his sleeping anywhere but in the
best bedroom they had in the house. Also, from respect to the heir
of a decayed family and valueless inheritance, he modified even his
own habits so far as almost to cease swearing in his presence.
Appreciating this genuine kindness, Cosmo in his turn tried to be
agreeable to those around him, and in their short evenings, for,
being weary, they retired early, would in his talk make such good
use of his superior knowledge as to interest the whole family, so
that afterwards most of them declared it the pleasantest
harvest-time they had ever had. Perhaps it was a consequence that
the youngest daughter, who had been to a boarding-school, and had
never before appeared in any harvest-field, betook herself to that
in which they were at work towards the end of the first week, and
GATHERED behind Cosmo's scythe. But Cosmo was far too much
occupied--thinking to the rhythmic swing of his scythe, to be aware
of the honour done him. Still farther was he from suspecting that
it had anything to do with the appearing of Agnes one afternoon,
bringing him a letter from his father, with which she had armed
herself by telling him she was going thitherward, and could take a
message to the young laird.
The harvest began upon a Monday, and the week passed without his
once seeing his father. On the Sunday he rose early, and set out
for Castle Warlock. He would have gone the night before, but at the
request of his master remained to witness the signing of his will.
As he walked he found the week had given him such a consciousness
of power as he had never had before: with the labour of his own
hands he knew himself capable of earning bread for more than
himself; while his limbs themselves seemed to know themselves
stronger than hitherto. On the other hand he was conscious in his
gait of the intrusion of the workman's plodding swing upon the easy
walk of the student.
His way was mostly by footpaths, often up and down hill, now over a
moor, now through a valley by a small stream. The freshness of the
morning he found no less reviving than in the old boyish days, and
sang as he walked, taking huge breaths of the life that lay on the
heathery hill-top. And as he sang the words came--nearly like the
following. He had never wondered at the powers of the
improvvisatore. It was easy to him to extemporize.
Win' that blaws the simmer plaid,
Ower the hie hill's shouthers laid,
Green wi' gerse, an' reid wi' heather,
Welcome wi' yer soul-like weather!
Mony a win' there has been sent
Oot 'aneth the firmament;
Ilka ane its story has;
Ilka ane began an' was;
Ilka ane fell quaiet an' mute
Whan its angel wark was oot.
First gaed ane oot ower the mirk,
Whan the maker gan to work;
Ower it gaed and ower the sea,
An' the warl' begud to be.
Mony ane has come an' gane
Sin' the time there was but ane:
Ane was great an' strong, an' rent
Rocks an' mountains as it went
Afore the Lord, his trumpeter,
Waukin' up the prophet's ear;
Ane was like a steppin' soun'
I' the mulberry taps abune;
Them the Lord's ain steps did swing,
Walkin' on afore his king;
Ane lay doon like scoldit pup
At his feet an' gatna up,
Whan the word the maister spak
Drave the wull-cat billows back;
Ane gaed frae his lips, an' dang
To the earth the sodger thrang;
Ane comes frae his hert to mine,
Ilka day, to mak it fine.
Breath o' God, oh! come an' blaw
Frae my hert ilk fog awa';
Wauk me up, an' mak me strang,
Fill my hert wi' mony a sang,
Frae my lips again to stert,
Fillin' sails o' mony a hert,
Blawin' them ower seas dividin'
To the only place to bide in.
"Eh, Mr. Warlock! is that you singin' o' the Sawbath day?" said the
voice of a young woman behind him, in a tone of gentle raillery
rather than expostulation.
Cosmo turned and saw Elspeth, his master's daughter already
mentioned.
"Whaur's the wrang o' that, Miss Elsie?" he answered. "Arena we
tellt to sing an' mak melody to the Lord?"
"Ay, but i' yer hert, no lood oot--'cep' it be i' the kirk. That's
the place to sing upo' Sundays. Yon wasna a psalm-tune ye was at!"
"Maybe no. Maybe I was a bit ower happy for ony tune i' the
tune-buiks, an' bude to hae ane 'at cam o' 'tsel'!"
"An' what wad mak ye sae happy--gien a body micht speir?" asked
Elspeth, peeping from under long lashes, with a shy, half
frightened, sidelong glance at the youth.
She was a handsome girl of the milkmaid type, who wore a bonnet
with pretty ribbons, thought of herself as a young lady, and had
many admirers, whence she had grown a little bold, without knowing
it.
"Ye haena ower muckle at hame to make ye blithe, gien a' be true,"
she added sympathetically.
"I hae a'thing at hame to make me blithe--'cep' it be a wheen mair
siller," answered Cosmo; "but maybe that'll come neist--wha kens?"
"Ay! wha kens?" returned the girl with a sigh. "There's mony ane
doobtless wad be ready eneuch wi' the siller anent what ye hae
wantin' 't!"
"I hae naething but an auld hoose--no sae auld as lat the win' blaw
through't, though," said Cosmo, amused. "But whaur are ye for sae
ear, Miss Elsie?"
"I'm for the Muir o' Warlock, to see my sister, the schuilmaister's
wife. Puir man! he's been ailin' ever sin' the spring. I little
thoucht I was to hae sic guid company upo' the ro'd! Ye hae made an
unco differ upo' my father, Mr. Warlock. I never saw man sae
altert. In ae single ook!"
She had heard Cosmo say he much preferred good Scotch to would-be
English, and therefore spoke with what breadth she could compass.
In her head, not-withstanding, she despised everything homely, for
she had been to school in the city, where, if she had learned
nothing else, she had learned the ambition to APPEAR; of BEING
anything she had no notion. She had a loving heart, though--small
for her size, but lively. Of what really goes to make a LADY--the
end of her aspiration--she had no more idea than the swearing
father of whom, while she loved him, as did all his family, she was
not a little ashamed. She was an honest girl too in a manner, and
had by nature a fair share of modesty; but now her heart was sadly
fluttered, for the week that had wrought such a change on her
father, had not been without its effect upon her--witness her
talking VULGAR, BROAD SCOTCH!
"Your father is very kind to me. So are you all," said Cosmo. "My
father will be grateful to you for being so friendly to me."
"Some wad be gien they daured!" faltered Elspeth. "Was ye content
wi' my getherin' to ye--to your scythe, I mean, laird?"
"Wha could hae been ither, Miss Elsie? Try 'at I wad, I couldna
lea' ye ahin' me."
"Did ye want to lea' me ahin' ye?" rejoined Elsie, with a sidelong
look and a blush, which Cosmo never saw. "I wadna seek a better to
gether til.--But maybe ye dinna like my han's!"
So far as I can see, the suggestion was entirely irrelevant to the
gathering, for what could it matter to the mower what sort of hands
the woman had who gathered his swath. But then Miss Elspeth had, if
not very pretty, at least very small hands, and smallness was the
only merit she knew of in a hand.
What Cosmo might have answered, or in what perplexity between truth
and unwillingness to hurt she might have landed him before long, I
need not speculate, seeing all danger was suddenly swept away by a
second voice, addressing Cosmo as unexpectedly as the first.
They had just passed a great stone on the roadside, at the foot of
which Aggie had been for some time seated, waiting for Cosmo, whom
she expected with the greater confidence that, having come to meet
him the night before, and sat where she now was till it was dark,
she had had to walk back without him. Recognizing the voices that
neared her, she waited until the pair had passed her shelter, and
then addressed Cosmo with a familiarity she had not used since his
return--for which Aggie had her reasons.
"Cosmo!" she called, rising as she spoke, "winna ye bide for me? Ye
hae a word for twa as weel's for ane. The same sairs whaur baith
hae lugs."
The moment Cosmo heard her voice, he turned to meet her, glad
enough.
"Eh, Aggie!" he said, "I'm pleased to see ye. It was richt guid o'
ye to come to meet me! Hoo's your father, an' hoo's mine?"
"They're baith brawly," she answered, "an' blithe eneuch, baith, at
the thoucht o' seein' ye. Gien ye couldna luik in upo' mine the
day, he wad stap doon to the castle. Sin' yesterday mornin' the
laird, Grizzie tells me, hasna ristit a minute in ae place,'cep' in
his bed. What for camna ye thestreen?"
As he was answering her question, Aggie cast a keen searching look
at his companion: Elsie's face was as red as fire could have
reddened it, and tears of vexation were gathering in her eyes. She
turned her head away and bit her lip.
The two girls were hardly acquainted, nor would Elsie have dreamed
of familiarity with the daughter of a poor cotter. Aggie seemed
much farther below her, than she below the young laird of
Glenwarlock. Yet here was the rude girl addressing him as
Cosmo--with the boldness of a sister, in fact! and he taking it as
matter of course, and answering in similar style! It was unnatural!
Indignation grew fierce within her. What might she not have waked
in him before they parted but for this shameless hussey!
"Ye'll be gaein' to see yer sister, Miss Elsie?" said Agnes, after
a moment's pause.
Elspeth kept her head turned away, and made her no answer. Aggie
smiled to herself, and reverting to Cosmo, presently set before him
a difficulty she had met with in her algebra, a study which, at
such few times as she could spare, she still prosecuted with the
help of Mr. Simon. So Elsie, who understood nothing of the subject,
was thrown out. She dropped a little behind, and took the role of
the abandoned one. When Cosmo saw this, he stopped, and they waited
for her. When she came up,
"Are we gaein' ower fest for ye, Miss Elsie?" he said.
"Not at all;" she answered, English again; "I can walk as fast as
any one."
Cosmo turned to Aggie and said,
"Aggie, we're i' the wrang. We had no richt to speik aboot things
'at only twa kent, whan there was three walkin' thegither.--Ye see,
Miss Elsie, her an' me was at the schuil thegither, an' we happent
to tak' up wi' the same kin' o' thing, partic'larly algebra an'
geometry, an' can ill haud oor tongues frae them whan we forgather.
The day, it's been to the prejudice o' oor mainners, an' I beg ye
to owerluik it."
"I didn't think it was profitable conversation for the Sabbath
day," said Elsie, with a smile meant to be chastened, but which
Aggie took for bitter, and laughed in her sleeve. A few minutes
more and the two were again absorbed, this time with a point in
conic sections, on which Aggie professed to require enlightenment,
and again Elsie was left out. Nor did this occur either through
returning forgetfulness on the part of Aggie; or the naturally
strong undertow of the tide of science in her brain. Once more
Elsie adopted the NEGLECTED role, but being allowed to play it in
reality, dropped farther and farther behind, until its earnest grew
heavy on her soul, and she sat down by the roadside and wept--then
rising in anger, turned back, and took another way to the village.
Poor girl-heart! How many tears do not fancies doomed to pass cost
those who give them but as it were a night's lodging! And the tears
are bitter enough, although neither the love, nor therefore the
sorrow, may have had time to develop much individuality. One
fairest soap-bubble, one sweetly devised universe vanishes with
those tears; and it may be never another is blown with so many
colours, and such enchanting changes! What is the bubble but air
parted from the air, individualized by thinnest skin of slightly
glutinous water! Does not swift comfort and ready substitution show
first love rather, the passion between man and woman than between a
man and a woman? How speedily is even a Romeo consoled to oblivion
for the loss of a Rosaline by the gain of a Juliet! And yet I mourn
over even such evanishment; mourn although I know that the bubble
of paradise, swift revolving to annihilation, is never a wasted
thing: its influence, its educating power on the human soul, which
must at all risks be freed of its shell and taught to live, remains
in that soul, to be, I trust, in riper worlds, an eternal joy. At
the same time therefore I would not be too sad over such as Elsie,
now seated by a little stream, in a solitary hollow, alone with her
mortification--bathing her red eyes with her soaked handkerchief,
that she might appear without danger of inquisition before the
sister whom marriage had not made more tender, or happiness more
sympathetic.
But how is it that girls ready to cry more than their eyes out for
what they call love when the case is their own, are so often
hard-hearted when the case is that of another? There is something
here to be looked into--if not by an old surmiser, yet by the young
women themselves! Why are such relentless towards every slightest
relaxation of self restraint, who would themselves dare not a
little upon occasion? Here was Agnes, not otherwise an ill-natured
girl, positively exultant over Elsie's discomfiture and
disappearance! The girl had done her no wrong, and she had had her
desire upon her: she had defeated her, and was triumphant; yet this
was how she talked of her to her own inner ear: "The impident
limmer!--makin' up til a gentleman like oor laird 'at is to be!
Cudna he be doon a meenute but she maun be upon 'im to devoor 'im!
--an' her father naething but the cursin' flesher o' Stanedyhes!
--forby 'at a'body kens she was promised to Jock Rantle, the mason
lad, an wad hae hed him, gien the father o' her hadna sworn at them
that awfu' 'at naither o' them daured gang a fit further! Gien I
had loed a lad like Jock, wad I hae latten him gang for a screed o'
ill words! They micht hae sworn 'at likit for me! I wad ha latten
them sweir! Na, na! Cosmo's for Elsie's betters!"
Elsie appeared no more in any field that season--staid at Muir o'
Warlock, indeed, till the harvest was over.
But what a day was that Sunday to Cosmo! Labour is the pursuivant
of joy to prepare the way before him. His father received him like
a king come home with victory. And was he not a king? Did not the
Lord say he was a king, because he came into the world to bear
witness to the truth?
They walked together to church--and home again as happy as two boys
let out of school--home to their poor dinner of new potatoes and a
little milk, the latter brought by Aggie with her father's
compliments "to his lairdship," as Grizzle gave the message. What!
was I traitor bad enough to call it a poor dinner? Truth and
Scotland forgive me, for I know none so good! And after their
dinner immediately, for there was no toddy now for the laird, they
went to the drawing-room--an altogether pleasant place now in the
summer, and full of the scent of the homely flowers Grizzie
arranged in the old vases on the chimney-piece--and the laird laid
himself down on the brocade-covered sofa, and Cosmo sat close
beside him on a low chair, and talked, and told him this and that,
and read to him, till at last the old man fell asleep, and then
Cosmo, having softly spread a covering upon him, sat brooding over
things sad and pleasant, until he too fell asleep, to be with Joan
in his dreams.
At length the harvest was over, and Cosmo went home again, and in
poverty-stricken Castle Warlock dwelt the most peaceful, contented
household imaginable. But in it reigned a stillness almost awful.
So great indeed was the silence that Grizzie averred she had to
make much more noise than needful about her affairs that she might
not hear the ghosts. She did not mind them, she said, at night;
they were natural then; but it was UGSOME to hear them in the
daytime! The poorer their fare, the more pains Grizzie took to make
it palatable. The gruel the laird now had always for his supper,
was cooked with love rather than fuel. With what a tender hand she
washed his feet! What miracles of the laundress-art were the old
shirts he wore! Now that he had no other woman to look after him,
she was to him like a mother to a delicate child, in all but the
mother's familiarity. But the cloud was cold to her also; she
seldom rimed now; and except when unusually excited, never returned
a sharp answer.
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